Thursday, 7 September 2023

delusion

I believe in an ideal world
I believe that people care
That people show up
That relationships are what makes us human

Doesn't it suck when you're the reason
That someone realizes something
About themselves
But someone else benefits from the changed behaviour

How do you make your peace 
With your effort
When the relationship takes a different course 
How do you not feel wronged 
How do you stop wishing for something different

How do you not feel upset
Or disappointed with yourself and the other person

How do relationships just die
How do they lose their importance
Without a single trigger 
Just like that

How do you fall out of love

Maybe just the way you fall in love
Small significant yet insignificant things
Add up without you knowing
Until you suddenly know.