Wednesday, 30 April 2014
Movie Review: Divergent
Monday, 28 April 2014
Expressions
Thursday, 10 April 2014
Stars, clouds and the world
Have you ever seen the streetlights shut when an edge of blue regales in the sky at the strike of dawn or them click open at dusk when the sun's ship is gradually sinking, waiting for another twelve hours to come back like the black pearl had(I think the black pearl took more time, but you get the idea!)?
I just did, and due to some reason, it was awesome. Sometimes, night doesn't feel like night. Especially if you stay just pretty much next to the main road. The light from street lamps and the occasional roar of bikes and cars when they're dancing with death don't really give you the 'feel' of peace and quiet.
But inspite of being in a city where smoke gently rises up when the moon comes up, and its more like a darker day at night, you do see stars. Maybe not as many as one would in any countryside, but they are overwhelmingly enough. Watching the stars at night, is quite an ego booster actually - after all, you've got billions of supernatural beings winking at you! Every constellation is like that secret message that everyone knows just because it is a secret. The other smooth patterns you see, which exist only for that night, or probably only as a figment of your imagination are the real "secret" ones. Only you can identify them.
Gazing at stars and clouds is really similar for the most part. Clouds are colourful. They have different shapes and their own seasonal style. Moving with the wind, they cross our field of vision and let their other brothers and sisters engage us in a guessing game of what they resemble. As a child, I've always wanted to sleep on a cloud or have a castle on top of them. I still remember how heartbroken I was when I found out it wasn't possible to. Curse the Giant of Jack and the Beanstalk who gave me ideas. Anyways, clouds are sensational. You can pass through them effortlessly, as if you are invisible. (Is that how being invisible feels like?)
Looking up at the sky, you realise how small and insignificant you are. At times, that's quite depressing, because at home on earth, you may mean the world for a few people. But at the same time, it adds to the mystery and makes you feel like you are a part of something big. As if this whole world is a program, where complicated functions have already been typed out and the programmer is watching everything run on its own marvellously, with pride. He's waiting for the grand finale, the last line perhaps, which says printf "Bye World!" and then return = 0. Perhaps we may actually see "Bye World!" printed in the sky before our bodies get disintegrated into ones and zeros all over again.
Or maybe it's not so elaborate and you'll see Zeus march down to Earth and confess Egyptian mythology is true.
Friday, 4 April 2014
The Real Imaginary
Dreams are out of the world. Literally. Sometimes, they tend to be simple normal stuff that could occur in normal life too. But I'm talking about the outrageous ones, ones that make you wake up and feel dizzy.
Its on rare occasions when I remember dreams, but when I do, I can recall every single detail, every conversation and event. It's insane. Many people put music on shuffe and switch songs if they don't feel like listening to them. In this case, our brain is the device playing music, the music resembles our thoughts and the "next" button doesn't exist. Our brain never stops working. You never stop thinking. Even when you are sleeping, your mind is plotting it's own story from whichever thoughts it can snatch away from the place you've kept them locked up till you sleep. It arranges these thoughts in no particular sequence and puts the puzzle pieces together in the way you least imagined possible.
I had a very interesting dream once. I'm glad I had documented it, because I feel it enunciates the brilliance of the human brain. How the human brain can come up with something so far fetched is something I still haven't understood. The brain-stream went something like this. I was talking to my friend over the phone and went to sleep since I was sleepy. When I woke up, I was in the same place, but everything had changed. Things looked older and broken, bucketfulls of metal had corroded in plain air. Before I had enough time to absorb and take in what I saw, I heard gun shots, and the flapping of feathers soon over shadowed by the cry of anguish. A cry of humans as well as animals. A bit shaken, I went over to the balcony and saw a swagger of swans being hunt down. Humans were facing casulaties too, as these swans were monstrously big, with beaks as sharp as swords and golden eyes bulging out. My heart clenched. I wanted to put an end to the bloodbath. But suddenly common sense kicked in. How did swans manage to come here in the first place? How did buildings get replaced by a lake? Why is everything so quiet? What happened to the traffic? Actually, scratch that, where the hell am I? Because even though this looks like my house, it can't be it.
That is when a voice spoke to me, explaining how I had strolled by Father Future and how I was stuck here now. I actually pinched myself to figure out whether it was a dream or not. (Guess the pinching doesn't work!) But I still remember the ghostly figure of the voice. A translucent outline but a figure nonetheless, with pale wrinkled skin and a funky sense of fashion; unreasonably cheerful in nature, but reserved all the same. Her voice was husky with a tinge of amusement flickering. She slithered from place to place with movements like a lizard. It was scary, yet immensely fascinating. At first I was afraid of her, but later she became my only friend.
It was as if whatever happened was real.The sadness of escaping the old world was real. The fear of finding the ghost of a house keeper and zombie-ish swans mind numbing....but the anxiety of discovering a new world beat everything. And that's what surprised me. Does my curiousity over power my thoughts so much, that my mind managed to accept jumping into a new era so fast? Would your brain have?
Kanksha :)
Thanks for reading!
PS. There isn't anything I can do to make you believe that I really did get a dream like this. But don't you think it is too far fetched for me to think of anyways?